Four more days and I'll be saying goodbye to my teenage life.
Honestly, I don't know what's gonna happen. I know it's the same old me but I can't be forever stuck on my childishness, where everything can be acceptable. I'm turning 20 soon and I feel like I need to do something right in my life. I believe I'm on the right track anyway: I have a loving family, I have friends who truly care for me, I am about to finish college soon and I can justly say that my life is never a waste. But it still feels like, I'm wanting for more. I'm wanting to aim more. But how?
My teenage life is just as typical as everyone else's, I think. I laugh, I cry, I do silly things, I make mistakes, I did fall in love and got my heart broken, etcetera etcetera. It has been an upside-down ride for me. I used to regret some things in the past but as time goes by, I realized that everything really does happen for a reason. I'm glad that it all happened cos I wouldn't be brought here up to this moment, the starting point of my life.
The great thing about having your birthday on January is that you feel like starting all over again since new year had just started. So now, I'm saying goodbye to my not-so-happy experiences and saying hello to a matured and better me. I'm hoping for a crazy 2011 (in a good way) and lots of GV please.
My better-me-project starts today.
Labels: better-me-project, online diary
